Before you think I am going to bore you with every ache and pain, don't worry, I won't. But, there's always a but isn't there, today I feel like crap. Aches and pains. Tired. Depressed. This just cannot be happening to me! My mom's grandma lived to be 97. That was my plan. I picture this "poison" scattered all over inside me. I just can't believe it. I don't need sermons tho', just understanding. I know this is temporary. I remember the oncologist saying this will shorten my life. I really don't like that. I am depending on y'all to carry me....not doing that so good today.........
I told you this might be too much for you!
Diane! Please quit doubting that your friends will find your health, your thoughts, your fears too much to handle! It is very generous of you to share with us; it doesn't come natural to you I know-"Miss-I can-handle-anything-just-get-out-of-my-way!" I hope that one day you will reread all these entries and be grateful for God's presence and comfort. You are very strong and courageous because of Him! Love, elaine
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